Saturday, December 27, 2008

Pleasant Suprises and Perfect Days

I'm sitting here, with an enormous cup of vegan black bean soup (Vegan other than the cheese I sprinkled on. I'm not actually vegan. Technically a Pescetarian [one who doesn't eat meat products other than fish.] Fuck off PETA, I like sushi.) and a towering glass of OJ, so utterly happy I can hardly contain myself. I thought that the first blog after returning home from Christmas in Spokane would be a rant, but this one is most definitely a rave. My trip to Spokane had its moments full of misery (such as a very, very cold "Christmas Cruise" in Idaho) and angst towards various family members, but I had a good experience overall. One highlight was sledding IN THE WOODS with my brother and three other, older relatives, all who would be considered age-inappropriate for such activity. I didn't think it was possible to have fun with these people, and it turns out I was wrong.

Christmas night, my Aunt Karma and Uncle Bill threw a dinner party for almost 50 guests. Not only was the food delicious, but the conversation was fantastic. There's something to be said about being treated as an adult. An exuberant older woman named Scooter, who wore a black jacket with pink glitter all over it, talked politics and ambitions with me. The young soul showed love and gave me her best wishes, despite no actual relation. Next was a woman named Kelly, who has truly lived a life. Conversation started as a result of my possession of a glass of wine (AFTER Grandma had left of course!) and my surprise at her age. The vision of a woman has done almost every drug in the book, besides of angel dust and heroin because of the way they "fuck people up", and as Karma said, "fucks everything that moves" discussed life, sex, love, among other things with me, and believe it or not, was incredibly inspirational. After Kelly came a potentially life-changing conversation with my beautiful, amazing aunt, Karma. We talked about her past, her divorce, finding Bill, and the oppression of her mother, my grandmother. Her advice on love, though seemingly obvious, will forever be in my thoughts. Time passed and people went home. The night ended with my parents, aunt, uncle, and myself in the living room listening to Amy Winehouse. As if out of a movie, I was drunkenly dancing to "Rehab" (and the rest of Wino's Back to Black) and snacking on Gummy Bears (not vegetarian). I went to bed fulfilled, and not because I drank alcohol among knowing family. The following day, we left. Driving through Hangman Valley, the remote area my aunt and uncle live in, was a visual feast. The snow covered the hills and wheat fields, appearing to be a bright white desert untouched by man. What followed was a long trip home and a depressing realization that I had no one to hang out with. Thankfully my best friend, Gillian was available to be a listener and supplier of unhealthy treats.

This morning I woke up and went to Bellevue Square with the darling Annie to spend hard-earned Christmas cash. Our day there included overspending, an unfortunately unaccomplished cowboyish boots for her, a lovely little lunch at the Nordstrom Cafe, and a long search for the car in the parking garage. We then went downtown, where I indulged at Urban Outfitters, failed again in our boot search, and visited the wonderful and fabulous Dustin at the Dior makeup counter. Through overcrowded elevators and long lines, we escaped to West Seattle, where I was dropped off to see my dear friend Nina.

The two of us were finally getting to see Milk, after complications resulting from snow. The movie was utterly brilliant, inspiring, and extremely sad. The Egyptian theater felt like a united symphony of sobbing and sniffling. It doesn't hurt that James Franco is hot shit.
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My adventures with Nina are always interesting and exciting and this one certainly wasn't lacking. I experienced a bout of "pee-shyness" and had to come out of the bathroom and return, despite my exploding bladder. Our night ended with Prodigy's "Smack my Bitch up" and a goodbye hug.

Now if you will excuse me, I'm going to finish the last hour of Sex and the City: The Movie, which I will proudly admit to watching approximately three times over the past week or so. Goodnight lovers and friends.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

So I'm sitting here listening to the lovely Amy Winehouse, packed for a long drive to Spokane, WA to visit some family. For whatever reason, I'm completely miserable. Family vacations are not exactly my idea of fun, but I'm so far beyond my usual grumpy self. My mom asked me if I was depressed today. I didn't really say no. It was more like, "What kind of question is that?" I am not a person to admit it when I need help. I usually just like to figure things out on my own. I don't know...Anyway, I might not be blogging until I return home. I'm staying with my aunt and uncle and they kinda live off the grid. Don't let my mood get you down. Happy Holidays Everyone!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Love this.

I've always loved this song, and just found the video.

1975 skate footage. Sickness.

American vs. European Ideas...

Starting tonight, I have begun re-reading a favorite book of mine, Fear of Flying by Erica Jong. Published in 1973, the book was a staple in Sexual Revolution literature. The novel is passionate, uninhibited, and truely amazing. But to the point, a passage I just read really grabbed me. Miss Jong and I seem to have a similar thought process, set of ideas, and set of values. She writes:
"Nobody bothered to tell you what marriage was really about. You weren't even provided, like European girls, with a philosophy of cynicism and practicality. You expected not to desire any other men after marriage. And you expected your husband not to desire any women. Then the desires came and you were thrown into a panic of self-hatred. What an evil woman you were! (Jong 10)"

Not too long ago, in my Theory of Knowledge class, we were discussing happiness througout the world, and America was said to be "most happy". I brought up the idea that Americans are sort of expected to be happy, to live a perfect life. I kind of feel like everyone, well not everyone, many people in America are far too idealistic, not seeing the truth. This passage made me think of that...

If you're not afraid of a few four letter words, and some graphic writing about sex, you should really pick Fear of Flying up. It's not just about sex, though sex is a significant part of the novel because it has the ability to define our relationships with other people. Back to reading...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

A Couple More...

This is Kiera Knightley for Coco Mademoiselle by Chanel
Joss Stone sings "L-O-V-E"

Lovely.
and Agyness Deyn for Madame by Jean Paul Gaultier

This one's a little bit different than the others, no? FANTASTIC.

Miss Dior Cherie

This is a beautiful little ad. If only others followed suit to make marketing less obnoxious and ugly.

Can anyone teach me French? That would be much appreciated. :)

Afro-Punk

This is an interesting little video...
Make sure to check out James Spooner's Tee. Awesome.

This makes me miss going out and going to shows more :(
I want to watch the documentary too.

It's just one of those days...

All this snow, and the isolation that has resulted, has got me down. I have like one friend that lives close by, and of course they're unavailable. My parents had me help shovel some snow, and that was perfectly awful. After that, I went for a lonely little walk around the hood. The snow is so pretty, but it brings me unnecessary sadness. Sigh. Katy makes everything better. Don't count her out because her singles are overplayed. This is "Lost". Love.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

All Some things I want for Christmas...

I don't really like duffle coats, except his one.
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Love military-inspired clothes.
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This actually looks like a real flannel.
Guess what? It's a tuxedo shirt. Insane.
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I have an unhealthy obsession with plaid, but not cause it's trendy.
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Cookbooks make me happy, and this looks relatively ridiculous and amazing.
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Tattoos make my life.
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Though I try to live in the present, the clothes of the past grab me. Love.
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It pretty much speaks for itself. I should have lived through the 60's.
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I've always had an odd fascination with Japanese culture.
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David LaChapelle is all about outrageous and "inappropriate". Could have raised me.
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Cupcakes. That's all.
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ALL of the above can be found at Urban Outfitters

Glooobaaaal Warming, It's Hot!

All this insane weather has got me thinking about climate change, and more importantly, a show I saw last winter! I hope you have detected my sarcasm. Opening the show was this strange little cabaret group called Vermillion Lies. They have a song from their album What's in the Box? called "Global Warming". Take a listen.

Movies

This (fill in the blank) weather has given me time to do something my busy schedule often prevents: watch movies. To you, that may seem ridiculous, unless you are an IB student, but I have been deprived of such simple pleasures as of late. Speaking of, my IB English class has me read into things so much I have begun analyzing everything I watch. Last night, I couldn't sleep, and chose to watch a movie I love, Chocolat.
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The incredible movie is both lovely to look at and a great story about a tradition-clinging town that is thrown for a loop when a woman and her daughter settle there. Chocolat questions such tradition and the values imposed on us by religion. When I watch it, all I want is to eat lots and lots of chocolate, live in a French town, and dance on a boat to music played by "river rats". Oh, and for all you other male-lovers out there, Johnny Depp is in it. That's another thing to...want.

Tonight, I watched Kinky Boots with my mom.
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It may appear that Kinky Boots is a campy, gay movie about trannies, but it is much more than that. While fabulous, it is surprisingly thought-provoking, dealing with personal identity issues and tolerance. I would encourage anyone to see this, especially if they are uncomfortable with people with "different" sexual orientations and such. It may just open your mind a bit.

And then later tonight I watched a magnificent movie called The Visitor.
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The movie is about an unsociable college professor who finds himself in the company of two illegal immigrants, one from Senegal, another from Syria. The Visitor addresses such things as post-9/11 paranoia and immigration laws. The immigrant couple, played by Haaz Sleiman and Danai Jekesai Gurira are gorgeous, both physically and emotionally.
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They break cultural barriers with their relationship, which touches my heart. For instance, when Tarek's mother finds out that Zainab is black, she is slightly baffled. Apparently loves does conquer all, though I have yet to experience that myself.
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Sleiman is my new favorite man to look at. Sigh.

I Love Nothing More than a Good Cup of Tea.

During these cold winter months, and all other months for that matter, I like to drink hot tea, and just relax. My favorites are herbal: chamomile, peppermint, etc. Currently, I'm sipping a cup of "Chamomile Lemon Surrender to Sleep Herbal Tea" by The Republic of Tea. Even the packaging is, dare I say, marvelous:
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Tegan and Sarah sing to me while I drink. Their album, The Con is an incredible and beautiful adventure. Happy trails!

The Grand Entrance.

Hello technological world.

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This is my first post, on my first blog outside of the notorious MySpace. I feel the same anxiety I would walking into a party full of acquaintances and half-friends. It is as if I don't know if I should be here or not, but I'm here and I plan on enjoying myself. I have several reasons for starting this blog, though these may change as time passes. The principal reason is simply to have a creative outlet, where I can write about my thoughts, feelings, and maybe present some writing to be viewed and scrutinized. I titled the blog "These Lips May Sink Ships..." after (edited) lyrics from the song Loose Lips by Kimya Dawson, as heard in Juno, a favorite movie of mine. Not only that, but the quote is only too true to my life. I've been known to have a mouth that brings me trouble. I may also try to list my hours blogging as Creativity hours in hopes of claiming an International Baccalaureate (IB) diploma, something I feel like may never happen, but that is another story. Finally, I'm presently trapped in the house. Not literally, but due to a blanket of snow and supposedly imminent storm on its way, I think it best to avoid driving my '87 BMW, which can hardly handle rain. I hope the power doesn't go out. That's what is predicted. The same thing happened a year or two ago, and the cold was unbearable.

To address my blogger signature, S.T.D. are my initials, my name is [unimportant]. Though it would seem sad and embarrassing, I find a good laugh in my parents complete ignorance. A humorous mistake. Those always seem to make the best stories. Some things to know about me: I am a senior in high school, living in a suburb of Seattle (In the "Greater Seattle Area"), and I have a love for fashion, art, and many beautiful things.

If you wish to know more about me, feel free to ask questions. I pride myself on being an open book (for the most part). I hope to bring you, yes you, inspiration and delight through this ongoing writing project.