I'm always completely astounded when I look back, whether it be something like a myspace message, tarnished with immaturity, or just a simple memory. I've been blogging for over a year now, though I'm not sure if that means anything to me. I don't feel as if I have reached some sort of significant point in time, but it gives me a minuscule sense of accomplishment. I wasn't sure that I would be able to keep it up.
On another note, being home has been a strange experience. I've been working 9+ hour days at Nordstrom, so I haven't had to deal with it all that much, but when I do have to... I don't even know. Being on break has been like reliving feelings of imprisonment and a thirst for independence. This unfortunate situation has not supplied me with an excess of holiday cheer.
Last night (Christmas Eve), I got off work around 6 and was greeted by my entire family in the car. The dysfunction was saturating the air so much that I could hardly breathe. We had decided to open gifts because my mother would be working in the morning. If I didn't feel like an outcast to begin with, the gifts I receive leave me questioning if anyone of my family members understand who I am. Instead of leaving it up to others, I need to be more assertive in suggesting gifts to be given to me. I'm sure I sound like an unappreciative brat and I may well be, but I can't help but to feel wasteful accepting gifts I do not want.
On this fine Christmas day, I've spent most of my time in bed. I slept in for the first time in months, which was a wonderfully indulgent experience. Since waking up, I've spent my time on the computer either watching movies/tv or reading my favorite blogs. I'm still wearing the same clothes I slept in. Isolating myself seems to be the only thing that will keep me sane. Dinner will be ready soon. Hopefully, I will have the strength to bear it.
Happy holidays.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
C.R.A.Z.Y.
About a week or so ago, I watched film called C.R.A.Z.Y.. The movie centered around a boy named Zac.
Undeniably different from his brothers, Zac's sexulity was constantly questioned by himself and others. It takes him until young adulthood to finally accept that he is gay. Seeing him grow up through the Seventies -bell bottoms and all- and the inclusion of the idea that music is a powerful force, captured me. David Bowie changes lives, even in other countries. The relationship between Zac and his mother is one of understanding and love, causing me to draw conclusions to my own relationship with my mother. I was not sure what to expect with this movie, but I came out of the "experience" fully appreciating it. The soundtrack, the clothes, and the odd mix of characters made for a wonderful two hours. It doesn't hurt that Zac isn't exactly an eyesore (and French).
Undeniably different from his brothers, Zac's sexulity was constantly questioned by himself and others. It takes him until young adulthood to finally accept that he is gay. Seeing him grow up through the Seventies -bell bottoms and all- and the inclusion of the idea that music is a powerful force, captured me. David Bowie changes lives, even in other countries. The relationship between Zac and his mother is one of understanding and love, causing me to draw conclusions to my own relationship with my mother. I was not sure what to expect with this movie, but I came out of the "experience" fully appreciating it. The soundtrack, the clothes, and the odd mix of characters made for a wonderful two hours. It doesn't hurt that Zac isn't exactly an eyesore (and French).
Saturday, December 12, 2009
For the Love of Chloé
December has brought winter in a sudden rush of cold and I have yet to acquire a proper coat. I wonder how I survived in previous years, but realize I have adopted a fashion over function perspective since last Winter. The abandonment of my poor car, Candy, also makes my life much more chilly. Layering has been my savior, but I really just want a beautiful and warm coat.
Chloé offered up some wonderfully relaxed - but no doubt cozy - winter coverings for F/W 2009.
My very favorite was the first look at the runway show, modeled by Sigrid Agren. I'm not sure what it is about this cape, but I'm in love.
style.com
Karlie Kloss donned the same cape for the November issue of Vogue. Those gloves and Prada waders are absolutely gorgeous with it.
fashiongonerogue.com
Freja Beha Erichsen wore something similar with a slight Southwestern vibe. The cold weather shorts and over-the-knee boots are two trends I hope stay around for a while. Freja looks a bit like a ravishing buccaneer.
style.com
Finally, we have Liu Wen in what is the most commercial of these outerwear pieces. The camel-colored lace-ups are delightful and I'd like to slip that bag on my arm any day.
style.com
Though I dream of owning these pieces, it's not realistic in the slightest. The cape is $4,560 and I am a broke college student who comes from the middle-class suburbs. Urban Outfitters provides me something of reasonably-priced cool, but it obviously does not compare to the work of high fashion designers.
This coat and this wrap are my current pursuits.
"We're so rich in love, we're rolling in cashmere..."
Chloé offered up some wonderfully relaxed - but no doubt cozy - winter coverings for F/W 2009.
My very favorite was the first look at the runway show, modeled by Sigrid Agren. I'm not sure what it is about this cape, but I'm in love.
style.com
Karlie Kloss donned the same cape for the November issue of Vogue. Those gloves and Prada waders are absolutely gorgeous with it.
fashiongonerogue.com
Freja Beha Erichsen wore something similar with a slight Southwestern vibe. The cold weather shorts and over-the-knee boots are two trends I hope stay around for a while. Freja looks a bit like a ravishing buccaneer.
style.com
Finally, we have Liu Wen in what is the most commercial of these outerwear pieces. The camel-colored lace-ups are delightful and I'd like to slip that bag on my arm any day.
style.com
Though I dream of owning these pieces, it's not realistic in the slightest. The cape is $4,560 and I am a broke college student who comes from the middle-class suburbs. Urban Outfitters provides me something of reasonably-priced cool, but it obviously does not compare to the work of high fashion designers.
This coat and this wrap are my current pursuits.
"We're so rich in love, we're rolling in cashmere..."
Friday, December 11, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Posed to Perfection
As I was browsing through fashion blogs, I found this image.
At first glance, I thought it was actual photos that Abbey Lee put on twitter. Really though, it's a Vogue Italia spread by Steven Meisel. I would have believed it had "meiselpic" not be present. I have a strange obsession with the girl, probably because she's a "bad girl" in the fashion world. Nipple rings don't often find their way onto runways and high fashion spreads. These are perfect.
photo found on FLUFF, they source fashiongonerogue.com
At first glance, I thought it was actual photos that Abbey Lee put on twitter. Really though, it's a Vogue Italia spread by Steven Meisel. I would have believed it had "meiselpic" not be present. I have a strange obsession with the girl, probably because she's a "bad girl" in the fashion world. Nipple rings don't often find their way onto runways and high fashion spreads. These are perfect.
photo found on FLUFF, they source fashiongonerogue.com
Russian Roulette
For the strangest reason, I had the urge to watch Rihanna's newest videos. I had seen photos from both, but I had not actually watched them. "Wait Your Turn" was interesting style-wise, but the concept was rather lackluster. "Russian Roulette" however was perfectly freaky. She looks so sexy and the inclusion of dark elements, such as death, made it all the more enthralling. I've been listening to the song itself over and over for the past hour. The thing I find most intriguing about the video, is the fact that Rihanna gives the viewer a look at both her strength and fragility.
Take a breath...
Take a breath...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
"I Vote Aye"
The New York State Senate voted today on Gay Marriage. Unfortunately, the bill for Gay Marriage was shot down. To me, the refusal to set the standard at equality is not news, but I found myself inspired by the words of a supporter, despite the disappointing decision. Staten Island Senator Diane Savino spoke on why she believes that all people should have the right to marry. Her frankness and wise words are quite incredible.
"...young women are socialized from the time they're 5 years-old to think of being nothing but a bride."
Spoken like a true New Yorker...
"...young women are socialized from the time they're 5 years-old to think of being nothing but a bride."
Spoken like a true New Yorker...
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