Oh.

I don't know if I have the patience to pour out my heart right now, but I shall try. The limbo I have been in with the mysterious "D" is squashed, or so it seems. There has been absolutely no discussion of the (fill in the blank) coming to an end, though I've stopped making an effort in response to the zero effort he puts in. I don't think I've physically seen him for about a month and haven't called/texted for a week. Not to my suprise, I haven't heard from him either. So that is that. I've sacrificed my dignity and broken every rule I've kept for myself in terms of romantic involvement. I don't think there is anything else to do...

Check out Adele's "Tired"
It seems to fit quite perfectly.